A cult bought me from a crooked doctor in Portales, New Mexico. They gave me to the state at age 10 - was raised in orphanages til 18 and the predators who beat and assaulted me, left the country when I turned of legal age. I do not care about any of those people- I am looking for my Grandmother. I know the truth. I know what they did and it wasn’t her fault. She’s not bad, my dad isn’t bad, and the government and assimilation wrecked my dad’s mental health. I am the only one with a kit …I have 0 family aside from the beautiful one I raised and created myself. I’ve been trying to find them for 12 years. I don’t want anything from them. I don’t want money. I don’t want content. I don’t want tribal recognition or some sob story to be told. I want my grandmother. I want my grandfather. I want my cousins and aunties. Even just a picture of them ..